I enjoy hearing and reading about other
women's birth stories. Pregnant with my second little one, I thought
I would type up my son's birth story as I wrote it in my journal the day after his birth. It's pretty “raw” I guess in points
since everything was fresh in my mind, at one point I just go into
snap shot writing mode. I start out just marveling about the miracle
that had happened, and interspersed, as I often do when I'm
journaling, are written prayers.
With out further ado, here is what I
wrote (with few, if any, edits. I've taken out names and some additions are in brackets)
7/24/15 6:40 a.m. Friday
As I sit in the hospital bed so sore
looking at my son content, peaceful, sleeping I remembered I haven't
written in this journal in quite a while – our baby was born! Born 1:36 a.m. 7/23/15 8 lbs 1 oz, 21''
long and adorable as all get out. I love him so much! I start crying
just thinking about it (I know, hormones contribute) he is just
exactly right. And so unique Lord you make such beautiful creations –
as of this writing he is 1
day 5 hours and 7 minutes old but really he's 9 months and a week or
so because this little person was a person with all his uniqueness,
individuality and just rightness from conception.
Oh my son – I love you my baby boy
thank you Lord for giving him to us to raise – help Jacob and I. I
pray he will know you as his Savior, that he will be a gentleman, a
boy who loves others and desires to serve and lead and that he will
follow you Lord.
Well it's been a crazy week I've been
in this hospital room since Monday at about 11:30 a.m. I was 40 weeks
last Wednesday. At my 39 week and 5 day prenatal my cervix was
soft/thinning and we hoped I wouldn't need to come in the next week
for another prenatal – that I'd have the baby before then, well
nope didn't happen little baby was comfortable and at 40 weeks 3 days we went to a Family Leadership Summit – at Church the next day quite a
few people made guesses for when baby would come. Well I went to my 40 week and 5 day prenatal appointment and
baby looked fine, my cervix was softening, though still no dilation,
but my blood pressure was high – and it stayed high – they took
it 3 or 4 times and it didn't go down staying in the 130's/80's. So my Dr. had me admitted to the hospital. My appointment was at 9:50
and I was in the Family Birth Center by 11:30 (So I've been gone from
home since 9:15 or so Monday morning) [If you can't tell I'm a
homebody, and being gone that long was starting to wear on me]
So I was admitted to be observed and
have my urine collected for 24 hours to see if I had preeclampsia. If it came back with the protein 300 or higher then I would be
positive for preeclampsia and would need to be induced. Jacob came
and stayed with me Monday night, and Tuesday at 11:30 the nurse took
all the collected urine to the lab to be tested. The protein came
back with a level of 301.
I was diagnosed with preeclampsia. I ate supper Tuesday night and my Dr. started the induction by putting in a hormone strip near my
cervix called Cervidil – I was monitored thru the night – I think
it was every 15 minutes blood pressure, baby monitor/contraction
monitor, etc. [Not an overly restful night] Wednesday morning I
finally started feeling the contractions the monitor said I was
having, and about 9:00 Wednesday morning they checked me and I was 1
cm. Dilated. Labor had started.
That
was enough dilation that my Dr. was able to insert a bulb catheter
into the cervix which is then blown up with sterile water to help
manually dilate my cervix as well as spray water to strip the
membranes, which makes my body release hormones to get labor going.
The bulb catheter worked, by about 10 or 11 o'clock I was 4 cm.
Dilated and having regular-ish contractions. Because of having
preeclampsia I would need to be started on Magnesium via IV once
active labor started (the Dr. said around when I'm 4 cm) the
nurse with the Dr.'s consent allowed me to delay that as long as
possible – since Magnesium makes you feel icky (like having the
flu) and also slows down labor or can stall it all together. But
eventually around 2 o'clock Mag was started (it's necessary to
prevent seizures) sure enough my contractions slowed and so around
4ish Pitocin was also started, lowest
amount to start and steadily increased thru the evening –
contractions followed suit and steadily increased in frequency and
intensity. Jacob stayed with me and we both tried to get some sleep.
About 10:40ish Wednesday night I got up to go to the bathroom –
sitting on the edge of the bed to let a contraction pass all a sudden
I felt a pop and a gush – my water had broken! Now active/working
labor started – I've been hooked up to an IV and Baby monitor
basically the whole time and this makes moving around difficult but
the nurses are fantastic and help the best they can – contractions
continue and intensify until I can't handle them by myself and need
Jacob's help thru them rolling on my side, squeezing Jacob's arm [he
is so wonderful!] trying to focus on relaxing/breathing thru each
one. Time ceased to exist for me. My eyes were closed for much of the
time between when my water broke and baby arrived – pushing
contractions probably started around 12:30? and they were so intense.
Jacob was amazing and I couldn't have done it without him. He pushed
on my lower back, rubbed it, pushed it, rolled a ball on it and he
helped me thru each contraction. I wasn't supposed to push yet even
though I desperately desperately wanted to – finally I was fully
dilated and the cervix was fully effaced, I could start pushing –
and it was a relief to do so – the Dr. arrived – gowns were
donned, lights turned on, bed raised, I pushed about 3 pushes each
contraction – baby was in distress and needed to come out – I
pushed – the Dr. did an episiotomy – I pushed – almost
there! - Used the vacuum with one push – it came off – I pushed –
baby's head! - I pushed – his body! - the Dr. held him up I could
see he was a boy – I held him – Jacob cut the cord – he was
whisked away to be checked – the cord had been around his body and
each contraction was cutting off his blood supply/oxygen – because of this another
Dr. had been called in to take care of baby at delivery – I looked at Jacob - said our baby's name - he nodded – we have a
baby boy! The placenta finally came – my Dr. sewed me up –
20 plus stitches – my first stitches ever – baby was cleaned
up, weighed, measured, vitamin K shot and goop in the eyes to prevent
infection – Jacob held him – I got cleaned up then I held him. We
tried nursing – he suckled a little bit – we did skin to skin –
he is so soft! They take him to the nursery and finally about 5:00
a.m. Thursday morning it is just Jacob and me in the room – we
talk, breath, marvel and then we sleep.
Just
an hour or so and the nurses bring baby boy back in for me to nurse,
he figures it out like a pro (really this kid must have been reading
the breastfeeding books along with me) he has a strong latch.
Grandparents
come for a visit, pictures are taken, Jacob leaves with them to eat
lunch I stay in the room with baby and we both eat.
Jacob
went home to rest and I was able to sleep as well. Then aunts,
uncles, and cousins come for a visit – so fun! Jacob came back,
grandparents come again, but soon I'm so tired (I still have the
Magnesium via IV – had to for 24 hours after baby is born – and
it makes me feel crummy) I nurse baby once more after grandparents
leave and Jacob goes home to sleep. My mag gets taken off and finally
I wash my face, brush my teeth, comb my hair – feel human again.
And Sleep.
Now
it is Friday morning, I'm going to order breakfast - and wow. I have a little baby boy! He
is so sweet and cuddles. I love him. It's now 7:55 (goodness I wrote
a long time...) Thank you Lord for our baby.
P.S.
[Just for posterity's sake] It was Sharknado week and I don't know
how many bad shark movies there are but we watched quite a few Monday
and Tuesday... also American Pickers and the History Channel.
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Home at last |
And
that is my little boy's birth story – saga? If you've made it this
far maybe it's encouraged you – hopefully it hasn't turned you off
of ever having a baby. The miracle of pregnancy and birth is just so
amazing and even though giving birth is intense it is oh so worth it.
Blessings,
Tabitha